Mystifying and cryptic. Gloomy and apocalyptic…. This is how I envision the theater in my head, Feelings of the colors black, drab and dark red. Barbed wire around my lungs, stabbing, restricting as I breath. Fluid inside my heart turning black, Boiling vigorously begins to seethe. Dark dressed … Continue Reading Sleep paralysis
If you had seen me Just a year ago, The boy inside you wouldn’t know. The foolish ways I would act and dress, Only to “make” you feel so impressed. The games I played the lies I spoke, So full of shit I began to choke. It all began to … Continue Reading Just a year ago…
I can only blame myself for what I have done, despite being easier to point my finger your way. Don’t you dare judge me, I’m not the only one that would shamefully bend the words you say. If we sat down and commenced a game of chess, I would do … Continue Reading The Schizo Blame-Shifting Phrenic
The question proposed, Is Doing Nothing a Waste of Time? primarily comes from the matter of feelings. .. . Allow me to illustrate. If we DO something, it is usually for the excitement or pleasure that we get out of it, right? So for example, if you are going for a … Continue Reading Is Doing Nothing a Waste of Time?
Comfort in anxiety. Fight or flight.. Without it, I have nothing I am nothing. I crave it like a drug, Then I wish it were gone. * Fighting physical symptoms. Letting the panic set in.. Till the blur comes … Continue Reading The opposite of numb