Please don’t worry as I will make this one quick
Just a confession that I am once again getting sick.
I call it such when the feelings have come back
The Inner impulses, of a desperation crazed maniac.
“Crazy” comes in all sorts of shapes, and of various sizes
Personalities soon broaden with unauthorized exercises,
I have never asked to see them, Never once called for a visit
A strain is put on my mind while my soul is what they will solicit.
First will come anxiety, with a near second being Depression
Agoraphobia creeps in slowly, Welcoming an irrational aggression.
Paranoia, I say is the worst when it fully takes over the reins
An unexplained feeling, like someone else’s blood is in my veins.
I envy you people who get to see the “funny man” exterior
As the following days grow cold, nothing can get much eerier.
One day of “fun in the sun, surrounded by friends and family”
Is quickly erased by sadness, lunacy, psycho fabrications of agony.
I’ll do it all again for those I love, and who’s smiles I cherish
For them, it is all worth the days of living in my personal hell
… seemingly nightmarish…
©2019 http://www.whatsinsideamadmanshat.com
We all seem to be going through this nightmare…Hang in there, my friend. Better days ahead.
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Thank you, The reason I even write this crap down and put it out there is the responses that bring a comforting feeling that It’s not just me…
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No, it’s not just you. You’re never alone in this. ❤
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Thank you so much. I do know this at the end of the day but sometimes the voices are so loud that I lose my direction. Bad time of the year for the crazies in my head, they come out to play in droves😬 thanks for reading as always 🎩
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No, my friend, it’s not just you. Keep your head up and keep writing. As long as we can do that, we still win.
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Thank you so much 🎩👍
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❤️ I sincerely understand
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Thank you for reading and one more for understanding 😊🎩
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It is certainly not just you. I hope you see brighter days soon.
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Thank you so much Anthony. Also thank you for reading. 🎩
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You tell those voices to suck it and come back into the light, my friend.
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Haha. I will strongly consider. Thank you so much for reading🎩
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I hope my own poems can bring a smile on your face. It is tough to go down. I lost a friend cause of it. Said that, it was also my dearest friend. With a heart of gold. So, I am very sorry to hear you’re not well. Take care!
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Thank you so much. 🤗 Doing much better than when I wrote this. Thankfully. Thank you for taking the time to read this👍
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I know this feeling well! Hang in there, my friend ❤
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Thank you. As always, thanks for reading 🤗
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