When She roams into the room I gaze up. Even if My eyes never come unglued from my book, in my mind I acknowledge Her presence. When She is revealing Her day to me I listen. Even if I never turn down the volume to the ball game on the … Continue Reading Have I told you lately…?
Comfort in anxiety. Fight or flight.. Without it, I have nothing I am nothing. I crave it like a drug, Then I wish it were gone. * Fighting physical symptoms. Letting the panic set in.. Till the blur comes … Continue Reading The opposite of numb
Our talks on evolution are driving me insane. Just like the thoughts from the acid that are tearing up my brain. I knew that you would love it, I knew that you would need it, You knew that if you came to me that I was gonna feed it to … Continue Reading Face on the wall
Well, a guy once told a good friend of mine, that if he died that day it would be a good day for dying. Well, I know. And you know. That he didn’t mean every word that he was saying, no. Cause’ if I’d wake up tomorrow. I’d be happy … Continue Reading I’ll be dancin’
Dear Me, I am writing to you because I can no longer face you, to tell you that I am sad. It is just heartbreaking to see you deal with, what you think you are going through. We have had our highs, and we have dealt with blows. In no … Continue Reading Full of empty… A letter to myself
I can’t stand looking at her stand over his bed anymore. It’s so sad to watch somebody’s life fade before their face. It feels so selfish of me to even think about how “I” am feeling about all of this. I’m not the one that is watching my life get … Continue Reading this day…. (23)